xanga..man haven't been on here for long time..what is going on? stuff i guess...school..work..errands..and whatever else i can fit in after all of that..kaotic year i can feel it..am i ready? let's hope..Abba, give me strenght and endurance =) i love you daddy!

Father, God you are more than enough for me..i have questions..i have doubts but you keep me strong..i forget time after time to trust in you..i take the reigns and try to control situation after situation only to faulter further and further..what I need to do is seek for you..for your wisdom and guidance..i love you father =)

today i miss my mom...even though we had our disagreement and our little disputes..i pray that God watches over her and protects her..that he may give her strength and guidence in everything she does..a women so strong in faith..seeing her walk away brings so much tears..i wish things were easier but they're not..so many wishes but i trust in you father..and i praise you for everything..for teaching me to be strong and have faith..to trust that you will take care of me..and most importantly i thank you for your love..what would i be without you..when i feel like the world is against me you're for me..when i need love the most you love me..what more can i ask for..i love you with an undying passion..i know that i sin and i make so many mistakes but you forgive me father..what did i do to deserve such grace..i stand amazed by you

man i am so sore..too much basketball..but OMG today was such a beautiful day..warm and sunny =) summer is just around the corner..YAY! HOW EXCITING! so many things to do..haha..but we took my nephews to como zoo today and awe mason is so cute! he's kinda scared of the animals..even the statue ones..hehe..what a chubber..aaron on the other hand loves everything and was running around all over..awe but two wonderful blessing =) to enjoy

well i'm back in good old MN and life..well it's pleases to amuse me..but it's good to be home =)